I want all my followers to know something. This is brief, but important. I can 100% guarantee someone cares about you way more than you’ll ever know. Even when your friends and family get into fights with you and whatnot, they don’t want to see you dead, it’s normal for people to be upset. But…
Last night I had one of the best phone conversations that I have had in a long time. Of course it was with Shayn :) But it was so nice to hear him say all of the things he feels. He never really tells me and he said its because he wants it to be special when he does, and I am glad that he loves me so much and makes me realize things.
I had a blow out with my sister last night. And even though she won’t talk to me for a really long time and probably not trust me for forever and a half, I don’t regret what I did. I know that it was for the best and that it was because I love her and care about her.
I’m so happy that Shayn calmed me down and let me cry. I love him and miss him so much. I can’t wait to be back home with him.
I am so freaking bored. My plans with my friend this morning got cancelled and all I want to do is eat and watch Scott Pilgrim. But I already had breakfast so I guess I’ll just drink some water and I have already watched that movie four times this week. I do however have plans in a little bit so I suppose that is alright.
All I want to do right now is call Shayn, I cant sleep. I really need to talk to him but Im not going to wake him up because he is going to have a long day. I just need to hear his voice to halp make me feel better. I have dealt with two douchebags today and I try not to care but one of them…gah it just sucks.
But tomorrow is a new day and hopefully by then I will be over it. Plus I am going to be spending it with Brian and I am happy that we are spending it not at the capital building. I am glad that he is finally drug free. And that I get to be a part of it. :)